camie's blog
12.22.25 - the pokemon brainrot is real
i've started collecting pokemon cards again after a while of .. not being into the franchise as much as i used to. though it's come back in full force and yay !!! i forgot how much i loved this franchise omigosh, especially with legends ZA being released. i've started replaying both BW (1+ 2) and USUM, and the love i've had for brycen is still as strong as ever. wahhh he's so cool, i love how he went back to being an actor in BW2 ... his gym was easy but it's ok i lost like 2 times on purpose. brycen ily and i think you and your gym should be appreciated more
the ultra beasts are the highlight of USUM for me. i really want to see them show up again, especially blacephalon. it's so cutesie but it could kill me at any moment and i think that's wonderful. nothing cooler than a creature that can willingly explode its head into fireworks ... plus its rivalry with xurkitree is so adorbs i love it dearly !!
12.23.25 - the longing to bind
this morning the longing to have a flat chest was intense. i WISH i could get a binder but like. i couldn't wear it for long (and i wouldn't want to) because of my asthma ... and i'm honestly a little afraid of getting one as good as it would feel ... i've been layering my clothes and that works especially during this time of year (winter) but even then it just ... doesn't feel good ... wearing sportswear has worked wonders though but i can't wear that all the time ... ugh
some days i don't hate my chest but there's always that underlying discomfort and i just want to tug on my hair UGH i hate feeling this way. and i don't want to keep wearing sweaters just to feel comfortable ... but for now that'll have to do
12.26.25 - IHATE BEING SICKKKKKK
christmas was yesterday ... i got to order photocards of my favs, and im so so happy about that. i also spent time with my aunts from my mom's side, which was the biggest highlight. this year we didn't travel and instead hosted chirstmas at my home, and i'm hoping we do the same next year because i enjoyed that a bunch. it was nice having to not be overly exhausted from travelling, and not spending a bunch of money going to and from ...
the only downside is the fact im SICK. i can't stop coughing and my throat is sore from coughing up a lung every 5 minutes. i'm going to tug my hair out, i couldn't sleep properly because of it. i remember waking up in the middle of the night in a couging fit ... i wouldn't wish this upon my worst enemy. i sound like shit and i should probably rest my voice but i love yapping ... i caaaan't ...
