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hiiii ... finally a new entry, and it's in the new year. happy (late) new year everyone !! ... how is everyone doing today? i hope everyone is doing well !! how do we feel about the new layout ? i love it soooo much more than my previous one.
there's a lot to update you all on ... for starters, i got certified for IT yesterday !! i'm officially certified in HTML and CSS, and i'm working to get certified in networking next. i honestly didn't expect to pass because i code for fun, and i'm self taught through w3schools ... i've never taken an actual class dedicated to coding ... so getting certified in this is both surprising and SO exciting. yay !! yay !! yay !! i'm still so giddy over this, and i love showing everyone my certificate. this is so epicsauce
i'll probably go for taking it in my senior year because i already got this certification ... but i could try having both this year to just get it over with. This cerfiication lasts for 5 years (which'll help me for my college application for sure ...)
on another note, i've been in the Zatch Bell trenches... I've started making custom merchandise of my fav since i can't get anything of him over here. i love taking every chance to talk about him, even my therapist knows about him, but it was so embarrasing because i look over and they're jotting down his name ... but i do love him dearly
i don't think i've really related to a character more than i have now. i look at him and i long to be him. do you just wish you were a 9 foot ripped beetle man who uses vortex spells. yay. i beg.
i might make another entry dedicated to him (or just start his damn shrine) because i have plenty to say about his character and the crucial development he went through during the Faudo arc, and also his relationship with another mamodo. yay.
thank youuuu for reading my rambling ...
hiiii ... welcome back to the blog ... how have everyones holidays been so far? i do hope they're going well !!
christmas was yesterday ... i got to order photocards of my favs, and im so so happy about that. i also spent time with my aunts from my mom's side, which was the biggest highlight. this year we didn't travel and instead hosted chirstmas at my home, and i'm hoping we do the same next year because i enjoyed that a bunch. it was nice having to not be overly exhausted from travelling, and not spending a bunch of money going to and from ...
the only downside is the fact im SICK. i can't stop coughing and my throat is sore from coughing up a lung every 5 minutes. i'm going to tug my hair out, i couldn't sleep properly because of it. i remember waking up in the middle of the night in a couging fit ... i wouldn't wish this upon my worst enemy. i sound like shit and i should probably rest my voice but i love yapping ... i caaaan't ...
hi hi !! how are we all doing today !! for me it's currently a rainy morning ... but the rain is absolutely lovely today
this morning the longing to have a flat chest was intense. i WISH i could get a binder but like. i couldn't wear it for long (and i wouldn't want to) because of my asthma ... and i'm honestly a little afraid of getting one as good as it would feel ... i've been layering my clothes and that works especially during this time of year (winter) but even then it just ... doesn't feel good ... wearing sportswear has worked wonders though but i can't wear that all the time ... ugh
some days i don't hate my chest but there's always that underlying discomfort and i just want to tug on my hair UGH i hate feeling this way. and i don't want to keep wearing sweaters just to feel comfortable ... but for now that'll have to do
okaaaay, finally finished the code for here
hi hi !! how are we all doing today !! i hope we're all doing well ... and if you're not, i hope your day gets better !!
i've started collecting pokemon cards again after a while of .. not being into the franchise as much as i used to. though it's come back in full force and yay !!! i forgot how much i loved this franchise omigosh, especially with legends ZA being released. i've started replaying both BW (1+ 2) and USUM, and the love i've had for brycen is still as strong as ever. wahhh he's so cool, i love how he went back to being an actor in BW2 ... his gym was easy but it's ok i lost like 2 times on purpose. brycen ily and i think you and your gym should be appreciated more
the ultra beasts are the highlight of USUM for me. i really want to see them show up again, especially blacephalon. it's so cutesie but it could kill me at any moment and i think that's wonderful. nothing cooler than a creature that can willingly explode its head into fireworks ... plus its rivalry with xurkitree is so adorbs i love it dearly !!